Reasons

I'm always faded 'cause my brain won't let me get a second
 I need sedation to escape the thoughts my mind is thinking
 I'm so impatient, and I know I need to stop and listen
 I'm just afraid that I can't face the world without you in it
 I must be crazy, you just cause me pain and give no blessings
 Yeah, I'm insane, I let you slide while you just leave me stressing
 I'm in a state where I just coexist with my depression
 What will it take to finally say (I've learned my lesson?)
 A feeling that's in my bones
 There's secrets I'll never know
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 Your mind is vacant in a place that is so nihilistic
 Locked in a cage, you masquerade around like you're the victim
 You cannot change, and I know fate has made up its decision
 I should erase you from the face of the world I exist in, yeah
 But I can't let go
 I'm just afraid that I can't face the world without you in it
 I can't get close
 I'm in a state where I just coexist with my depression
 A feeling that's in my bones
 There's secrets I'll never know
 Should leave, but I can't let go
 I'm weak and I'm losing hope
 There's reasons I can't get close
 (I can't get close)
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 A feeling that's in my bones
 There's secrets I'll never know
 Should leave, but I can't let go (let go)
 I'm weak, and I'm losing hope (losing)
 There's reasons I can't get close
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 (I can't get close)