Xing Noises

This feeling gets me suddenly I feel it's like a blast
 In the same place, I will get stuck again
 Thinking like I wonder how many times is this?
 Nightmare played on the screen of dust
 They get me down!
 Next time they expose my scar
 Beat them, beat them!
 I should notice it's fine
 It's not bleeding anymore
 Wake me up to save me
 Shake it up and save me
 I try to find a way between the crossing noises
 (Gotta find a way)
 Same mistake will bring me
 The same tired ending
 I gotta find a way to where I must stay
 (To where I must stay)
 It's like valium to me
 It's stupid to lose sight of you
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 Everything's changed suddenly into an illusion
 I walk forward hiding the shaky fingers
 My world's still wobbling if I lose my balance
 Shadows I made get me soon
 They get me down!
 Next time they expose my scar
 Beat them, beat them!
 I should notice it's fine
 It's not bleeding anymore
 Wake me up to save me
 Shake it up and save me
 I try to find a way between the crossing noises
 (Gotta find a way)
 Same mistake will bring me
 The same tired ending
 I gotta find a way to where I must stay
 (To where I must stay)
 It's like valium to me
 It's stupid to lose sight of you
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 Break!
 Standing where I stood
 Look to the right to rewind,
 The left to fast forward (forward)
 I feel like throwing up
 Where am I now?
 I, I still can hear you
 You must have been with me
 But your voice is breaking up
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 Find a way between the crossing noises
 I know it's so easy to give in to the routine
 But it's unwise to believe that this is my last chance?
 (Gotta find a way)
 Same mistake will bring me
 The same tired ending
 I gotta find a way to where I must stay
 (To where I must stay)
 It's like valium to me
 Just wake me up to save me
 Then it will be over
 It's stupid to lose sight of you
 I'll find a way