The Most Hurtful Thing

There were a few, but, I think
 The most hurtful thing someone has ever said to me
 And my mom said to me
 Well, the earliest one
 "I don't know what's wrong with me that I make children like this"
 Was "I don't want you"
 When I was in school I was told multiple
 times, as if it was a bad thing, that I was fat.
 "I don't want you"
 That I wasn't smart
 And that was something I was told since I was really young
 Um, I think the most hurtful thing
 that somebody's ever said to me is probably
 And that was used against me in a really negative way
 My father once said to me is probably
 And I was told I was ugly
 Just kind of growing up in a really kind of Evangelical situation
 That I looked like I was an old woman, that I would only get uglier.
 That I was, yeah, all those things
 Ever said to me was I don't want you.
 I don't want you
 And my mom said to me,
 Don't quit your day job
 Where I was told I would spend an eternity in
 Hell if I didn't do some mysterious magical thing.
 It was very, it was quite confusing at the time.
 And, you know, it's still in there
 I think the most hurtful thing anyone
 Has ever said to me is that I am insane
 Can you believe that