Suspended in Dusk

Damn me Father
 For I must sin
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 Four centuries of this damned immortality
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 Yet, I did not ask to be made
 Why?
 I will never again feel your sun upon my face
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 Or the comfort of a grave
 I am not alive and I am not dead
 This is Hell on earth
 How can I possibly explain this eternal youth?
 When I can do nothing, but sit by
 As my loves grow old and wither
 And with each of them, take a fragment of my heart
 And prolong this eternal winter
 It is October's perpetual agony
 It is the shadow realm
 Father, please forgive him
 For he knows not what to do
 With every victim I pray, pray for my own death
 And as much as I love the night
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 I curse the moon's eerie glow
 This blood lust that drags me to forever and the
 The toxic rays of dawn that condemn me to limbo
 I am forced to dwell in gray autumnal twilight
 I am suspended in dusk
 Father, please forgive him
 For he knows not what to do
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 Father, please forgive him
 For he knows not what to do