I'm Sorry

I know it seems like I've got a hold on me
 But I'm delicate and need your gravitational loving
 I been trouble since, I guess since I was a kid I think
 I was raised by a depressive mom
 I grew up in a recessive time
 So I'm sorry I caused all your pain
 I didn't even know it was under my name
 Sometimes I am caught and blinded by rage
 I didn't even know I was holding this blade
 So I'm sorry I didn't notice you
 All I felt was the flesh I cut through
 Hurting you was what I needed to feel
 And I'm sorry I feel good about it
 These days I'm at my highest highs or murderous lows
 Now I'm feeling like I'll overflow
 Bet you're regretting leaving me alone
 Oh my cluttered mind is finally clear, baby
 You're just a blood drop in the big bad sea
 Somehow you don't matter to me
 You tried to get out of here
 To see your other woman
 You know I've got some baggage that's why
 I can't stop this feeling
 I begged you to stay with me baby
 I need this validation
 Now you can stay with me for good
 And I'll never be changing