Addict With A Pen

Hello, we haven't talked in quite some time
 I know, I haven't been the best of sons
 Hello, I've been traveling in the deserts of my mind
 And I haven't found a drop
 Of life
 ♪
 I haven't found a drop of you
 I haven't found a drop
 I haven't found a drop
 Of water
 ♪
 Water
 ♪
 I try desperately to run through the sand
 As I hold the water in the palm of my hand
 'Cause it's all that I have
 And it's all that I need and
 The waves of the water mean nothing to me
 But I try my best and all that I can to
 Hold tightly onto
 What's left in my hand
 But no matter how
 How tightly I will strain
 The sand will slow me down
 And the water will drain
 I'm just being dramatic
 In fact, I'm only at it again
 As an addict with a pen
 Who's addicted to the wind as it blows me back and forth
 Mindless, spineless, and pretend
 Of course, I'll be here again
 See you tomorrow
 But it's the end of today
 End of my ways as a walking denial
 My trial was filed as a crazy, suicidal head-case
 But you specialize in dying
 You hear me screaming "Father!"
 And I'm lying here just crying
 So wash me with your water
 ♪
 Water
 ♪
 Hello, we haven't talked in quite some time
 I know, I haven't been the best of sons
 Hello, I've been traveling in the deserts of my mind
 And I haven't found a drop
 Of life
 ♪
 I haven't found a drop of you
 I haven't found a drop
 I haven't found a drop
 Of water
 
 Hello, we haven't talked in quite some time
 I know, I haven't been the best of sons
 Hello, I've been traveling in the deserts of my mind
 And I haven't found a drop
 Of life
 ♪
 I haven't found a drop of you
 I haven't found a drop
 I haven't found a drop
 Of water
 ♪
 Water
 ♪
 I try desperately to run through the sand
 As I hold the water in the palm of my hand
 'Cause it's all that I have
 And it's all that I need and
 The waves of the water mean nothing to me
 But I try my best and all that I can to
 Hold tightly onto
 What's left in my hand
 But no matter how
 How tightly I will strain
 The sand will slow me down
 And the water will drain
 I'm just being dramatic
 In fact, I'm only at it again
 As an addict with a pen
 Who's addicted to the wind as it blows me back and forth
 Mindless, spineless, and pretend
 Of course, I'll be here again
 See you tomorrow
 But it's the end of today
 End of my ways as a walking denial
 My trial was filed as a crazy, suicidal head-case
 But you specialize in dying
 You hear me screaming "Father!"
 And I'm lying here just crying
 So wash me with your water
 ♪
 Water
 ♪
 Hello, we haven't talked in quite some time
 I know, I haven't been the best of sons
 Hello, I've been traveling in the deserts of my mind
 And I haven't found a drop
 Of life
 ♪
 I haven't found a drop of you
 I haven't found a drop
 I haven't found a drop
 Of water