I'm Not There Anymore

Baseline tears on a windowpane
 The bellway's jammed in the driving rain
 And I can't tell the dark from the pain
 'Cause I'm not there anymore
 Say the word and I'll grab my keys
 I'll start the car with shaky knees
 We used to glow like the stars and the trees
 But I'm not there anymore
 I'm up all night at a rodeo
 With beat-up cars and the lights down low
 The life we live, the only one we know
 And I'm not there anymore
 Pick it up, let's get to work
 But I can't shake little thoughts of her
 I board the plane in a foggy blur
 And I'm not there anymore
 And I come back to start again
 You picked me up and let me in
 But I woke up in my own skin
 I'm not there anymore