I Messed Up

Convicted you mistreated you from what I thought was true
 Neglected you, disrespected you I hated you
 I only knew I had no clue of who she was to you
 So the first thing to do was to find ways to get back at you
 So I took a nobody, turned him into somebody
 So your body could fell the same pain in my body
 Now I see I made a fool of me
 She turned out to be someone close to the family
 I know sometimes I go on ego trips
 Sometimes for no reason I start to flip
 Slowly I've torn down the love we built
 Now I'm swallowin' my pride
 I need you in my life
 Boy don't turn and walk away
 I messed up
 Don't throw it all away
 I messed up
 Just put the blame on me
 I messed up
 Oh, oh, oh I messed up
 I'm confessing my mistakes
 I messed up
 Don't take your love away
 I messed up
 What will it take for you to stay
 I messed up
 Oh, oh, oh I messed up
 I've been dishonest, broke promises I know I made
 Told secrets we said we'd take to our grave
 I wish I could take it back the wrong I did
 But what's done is done
 I just hope you can forgive
 Sometimes I chill with friends to ease the pain
 When they leave it seems to hurt again
 At night I pray for another chance
 Only God knows how I'm suffering
 Boy please step away from the door
 What happened won't happen anymore
 Should've said this before
 I'm swallowing my pride 'cause I need you in my life
 Boy don't turn and walk away
 I messed up
 Don't throw it all away
 I messed up
 Just put the blame on me
 I messed up
 Oh, oh, oh I messed up
 I'm confessing my mistakes
 I messed up
 Don't take your love away
 I messed up
 What will it take for you to stay
 I messed up
 Oh, oh, oh I messed up
 Day by day gets harder for me to past the time away
 Pictures slowly fade, memories replayed
 Remember you, you always use to say
 Our love will never stray
 You'll never take you love away
 Never knew you'd be this way
 Until you walked away
 No more sunny days
 It rains on my parade
 With you I had it so good
 If I could take it back
 I swear I would
 Boy don't turn and walk away
 I messed up
 Don't throw it all away
 I messed up
 Just put the blame on me
 I messed up
 Oh, oh, oh I messed up
 I'm confessing my mistakes
 I messed up
 Don't take your love away
 I messed up
 What will it take for you to stay
 I messed up
 Oh, oh, oh I messed up
 I'm admitting I was wrong
 I messed up
 Don't leave me here alone
 I messed up
 I don't think I could go on
 Oh, oh, oh I messed up
 Boy look into my eyes
 I messed up
 My pain is hard to describe
 I messed up
 I'm confessing my mistakes
 Oh, oh, oh I messed up
 Don't you take you love away