Pushit

I saw the gap again today
 While you were begging me to stay
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 Take care not to make me enter
 
 If I do, we both may disappear
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 Know that I will choke until I swallow
 
 Choke this infant here before me
 What is this but my reflection?
 Who am I to judge or strike you down?
 But you're
 Pushing and shoving me
 Pushing and shoving me
 Pushing and shoving me
 Pushing and shoving me
 Pushing and shoving me
 Pushing and shoving me
 Pushing and shoving me
 Pushing and shoving me
 You still love me, you still love me
 But you didn't need to push it on me
 You still love me, you still love me
 But you didn't need to push it on me
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 Rest your trigger on my finger
 
 Bang my head upon the fault line
 You better take care not to make me enter
 'Cause if I do, we both may disappear
 But you're
 Pushing and shoving me
 Pushing and shoving me
 Pushing and shoving me
 Pushing and shoving me
 You still love me, you still love me
 But you didn't need to push it on me
 You're pushin' and shoving me
 Pushing and shoving me
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 I'm slipping back into the gap again
 I'm alive when you're touching me
 Alive when you're shoving me down, yeah
 But I'd trade it all
 For just a little peace of mind
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 Push it on me, push it on me
 Push it on me, push it on me
 You're pushing, and shoving, and scrambling
 To keep my feet flat on the ground
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 I am somewhere I don't wanna be, yeah
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 Push me somewhere I don't wanna be
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 You put me somewhere I don't wanna be
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 Seeing someplace I don't wanna see
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 Never want to see that place again
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 Saw that gap again today
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 While you were begging me to stay
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 Managed to push myself away
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 And you, as well, my dear
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 And if when I say I might fade like a sigh if I stay
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 You minimize my movement anyway
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 I must persuade you another way
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 Pushing and shoving, pushing and shoving, pushing me
 There's no love in fear
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 Yeah, I'm staring down the hole again
 Hands are on my back again
 Survival is my only friend
 Terrified of what may come, yeah
 Remember I'll always love you
 As I claw your fucking throat away
 It will end no other way
 It will end no other way