Forty Six & 2

Join in my, join in my child
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 And listen, digging through my old numb shadow
 My shadow's shedding skin
 I've been picking scabs again
 I'm down, digging through
 My old muscles, looking for a clue
 I've been crawling on my belly
 Clearing out what could've been
 I've been wallowing in my own confused
 And insecure delusions
 For a piece to cross me over
 Or a word to guide me in
 I wanna feel the changes coming down
 I wanna know what I've been hiding
 In my shadow
 My shadow
 Change is coming through
 My shadow
 My shadow's
 Shedding skin
 I've been picking
 My scabs again
 Join in my, join in my child
 Shadow's closer to meaning
 I've been crawling on my belly
 Clearing out what could've been
 I've been wallowing in my own chaotic
 And insecure delusions
 I wanna feel the change consume me
 Feel the outside turning in
 I wanna feel the metamorphosis and
 Cleansing I've endured in
 My shadow
 My shadow
 Change is coming
 Now is my time
 Listen to my muscle memory
 Contemplate what I've been clinging to
 Forty-six and two ahead of me
 I choose to live and to grow
 Take and give and to move
 Learn and love and to cry
 Kill and die and to be paranoid and to lie
 Hate and fear and to do
 What it takes to move through
 I choose to live and to lie
 Kill and give and to die
 Learn and love and to do
 What it takes to step through
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 See my shadow changing
 Stretching up and over me
 Soften this old armor
 Hoping I can clear the way by
 Stepping through my shadow
 Coming out the other side
 Step into the shadow
 Forty six and two are just ahead of me