Black Box

Up here sedated in my seat,
 Can't wait until i can see my feet
 And run away from stupid things i've said
 I'll be here a few days from now,
 We'll talk about it when i come down
 If we make it this time, I'll clean the stain i've bled
 Our worlds collide in new beginnings
 It's an emergency permission to bail out
 So when the heart crash lands,
 What memories will survive?
 I thank my black box that I'm alive
 I feel unlucky today, can't wash the panic off my face
 Didn't learn a thing from the last time
 I'ts so selfish to be so confused,
 Heart beats like rapid fire
 So close to the edge but far away in mind
 Two days to go until i see you
 Looks like we can call the ambulance down there
 My head is touching down and I've learned to be afraid
 I thank my black box that you're the same
 Our worlds collide in new beginnings
 It's an emergency permission to bail out
 So when the heart crash lands,
 What memories will survive?
 I thank my black box that I'm alive
 I feel unlucky today
 I feel unlucky