Collision

I am sailing on the sea of life with no lighthouse ahead
 I am on two boats with one foot in each one I stand
 They are drifting farther losing balance I am sinking
 Can I hold this façade?
 And here I am you're thinking I'm the object of perfection
 I live the easy life and I have no anxiety
 External looks and first impressions can be so deceiving
 Do you see my façade?
 This is my life and I am drowning
 Can I keep two worlds apart?
 Should I brace for a collision?
 Don't see me more than what I am
 I am standing on the mountain of uncertainty
 Should I take this leap of faith and pray I'll stay one piece
 I am confused I am alone I don't know where I'm going
 Do you see my façade?
 And there you are you're thinking I have no important problems
 That my decisions are just issues of conformity
 But if you look a little deeper in my situation
 There's so much you don't see
 This is my life and I am falling
 Can I find some solid ground?
 Should I brace for a collision?
 Don't see me more than what I am
 You say you know me but you haven't got a clue about me
 I have different layers and multiple dimensions
 But if you think that you can understand me
 Just open your eyes
 This is my life and you don't know me
 There's only been one side you've seen
 Anticipating this collision
 I'm so much more than what I seem
 This is my life and I am changing
 The future isn't clear to me
 Are you ready for this collision?
 I'm so much more than what I am
 You don't know who I am