Down In It

Kinda like a cloud I was up way up in the sky
 And I was feeling some feelings you wouldn't believe
 Sometimes I don't believe them myself
 And I decided I was never coming down
 Just then a tiny little dot
 Caught my eye it was just about, just about too small to see
 But I watched it way too long
 It was pulling me down
 Shut up!
 So what, what does it matter now?
 I was swimming in the haze now I crawl on the ground
 And everything I never liked about you is kinda seeping into me
 Try to laugh about it now but isn't it funny how everything works out
 "I guess the joke's on me," she said
 I was up above it
 Now I'm down in it
 I used to be so big and strong!
 I used to know my right from wrong!
 I used to never be afraid!
 I used to be somebody!
 I used to have something inside!
 Now just this whole that's open wide!
 I used to want it all!
 I used to be somebody.
 I'll cross my heart I'll hope to die
 But the needle's already in my eye
 And all the world's weight is on my back
 And I don't even know why
 What I used to think was me
 Is just a fading memory
 I looked him right in the eye and said "Goodbye"
 I was up above it
 Now I'm down in it