day dream

Diving off the deep end
 There ain't no time for you to save me
 Feel like I'm always on the defense
 I've been living in a day dream
 Standing on the edge
 Trying to pretend
 My heart's full but it ain't true
 Shortness in my breath
 Walls are closing in
 I'm running from my issues
 Never wanted to hurt you
 But its hard when I feel like I'm drowning
 Stuck in a room empty faces surround me surrounded
 Never thought we would end up as strangers
 Don't it feel so wrong
 But I can't stay much longer
 My soul is already so torn
 I'm empty inside
 Losing my balance
 I'm standing broken
 Consumed with silence
 Numb to the pain I can't feel so I fake it
 I'm running in place so I still can't escape it
 Diving off the deep end
 There ain't no time for you to save me
 Feel like I'm always on the defense
 I've been living in a day dream
 Standing on the edge
 Trying to pretend
 My heart's full but it ain't true
 Shortness in my breath
 Walls are closing in
 I'm running from my issues
 Trapped in my thoughts I can't manage the guilt
 All my troubles I like to conceal
 I'm not asking for you to be my savior
 But its getting harder to stay sober
 Heaviness in my chest
 Always feel like I'm second best
 Here I am I came undressed
 Cause pleasing you never takes a day of rest
 Can't you see
 Take a moment look at me
 I'm on my knees
 Begging God for mercy
 Even He can't hear my cries
 Now your staring into empty eyes
 Diving off the deep end
 There ain't no time for you to save me
 Feel like I'm always on the defense
 I've been living in a day dream
 Standing on the edge
 Trying to pretend
 My heart's full but it ain't true
 Shortness in my breath
 Walls are closing in
 I'm running from my issues