Big Ass Liar

I am a big ass liar
 I took you for a ride
 I gave you the words you wanted
 Now I'm the one
 Who's trying to hide
 I am a big ass liar
 I said that I understood
 Your reasons for clinging to
 Excuses why you never could
 Move on
 I have never been so ashamed
 I told you that it was okay
 To live your life this brutal way
 Watching you make
 The same mistakes
 Over and over and over again
 Over and over again
 I am a big ass liar
 I watched you place the blame
 On everybody left
 Responsible for all your pain
 I have never been so ashamed
 I told you that it was okay
 To live your life this brutal way
 Watching you make
 The same mistakes
 Over and over and over again
 Over and over again
 I'd prefer you'd skip the part
 Of how it soothes you craving heart
 It cracked your life and stole my voice
 The bottle that's your drug of choice
 Empowered by your lesser god
 A drunken monster rages in a fog
 I am a big ass liar
 I took you for a ride
 I have never been so ashamed
 I told you that it was okay
 To live your life this brutal way
 Watching you make
 The same mistakes
 Over and over and over again
 Over and over again