Amplifier

The dirty sunlight shines
 Through broke Venetian blinds
 Cardboard and carpet stains
 These houses look the same
 I am avoiding what I know I should confront
 I disappear into your warmth
 They called us both upstairs
 We answered unaware
 On the couch paralyzed
 Tears filled up both their eyes
 It's not about you
 And you know it's not your fault
 We have to do this for ourselves
 I know you are only ten
 But when you're older you'll know
 We do the best that we can
 These are the cards we were dealt
 Remember that you are loved
 You have a family still
 It's all a part of god's plan
 He will forgive us I know
 I wanna crawl inside
 Get tangled in the wires
 I need new place to go
 Instead of real life
 I'm so removed from this
 I don't even exist
 The more the tubes will glow
 The further I can go
 And away we go
 The only thing that's certain now
 Is the uncertainty somehow
 You have to live with this
 You have no say in this
 From this point on I just don't care
 I will concede to the unfair
 I will not bat an eye when you abandon me
 I own this moment now
 This saturated sound
 I cannot compromise
 I know only overdrive