when the clouds disappear

The rain's slowing
 But the pain's still here
 Will i feel better when the clouds disappear
 The rain's slowing
 But the pain's still here
 Will i feel better when the clouds disappear
 Rain, rain go away
 Don't care 'bout the other days
 I just want today to be okay
 Is what i'm trynna say
 Issues of my life can't see the roots to the problems
 They stem from using the product until i'm losing my dollars
 I got some stress inside my headspace
 Sick of being deadweight
 Bruises on my legs say they tired trynna keep mе up
 Stuck into the reaper comеs
 It rains until we see the sun
 Got hurricanes inside my brain
 I'll wait another week, then i'm done
 The rain's slowing
 But the pain's still here
 Will i feel better when the clouds disappear
 Well probably not
 I think i'm giving up
 I'm just being honest
 I got way to many thoughts inside my head
 Yes, i'm astonished
 Mind is blown like rooftops
 As they fly away in the wind
 I'm reminiscing 'bout the good days
 When did the bad begin
 It's sad to see what i've become
 Friends create the distance
 The rain was made to kill fire
 Yeah, i'm still burning these bridges
 Body stuck inside the mud
 Trapped in all the divots
 See i used to wish for floods
 And now i'm begging for forgiveness