Deck the Halls

I used to hate you
 But now I love you
 So like a rose
 So like a rose
 But when you kiss me I wanna slap you
 But sorry it's lost
 The feeling is lost
 I chew my nails down
 I look at the ground
 I am pissed
 I am shy
 Cause you threw me in a blender
 I am hot
 I am cold
 Do you wanna get to know me
 Do you wanna learn to get inside my head
 Do you wanna get to touch me
 Cause now my ex is officially dead
 I don't lalalala like you
 I lalalala love you
 I used to hahaha hate you
 And now I really fucking love you
 I'm feeling stupid
 But I won't tell you
 I am blond
 I feel dumb
 I sound sweetly in the daytime
 Not a turn, not a turn
 I cry my eyes out
 Hoping you'll shout
 Be my girlfriend
 Be my girlfriend
 And when you just flirt
 I'll tell you it hurts
 I want more
 I want more
 So you do you wanna get to know me
 Do you wanna learn to get inside my head
 Do you wanna get to touch me
 Cause now my ex is officially dead
 I don't lalalala like you
 I lalalala love you
 I used to hahaha hate you
 And now I really fucking love you
 Could you, could you, could you, could you keep a secret
 Would you, would you, would you, would you wanna keep it
 Wanna, wanna, wanna, wanna make a scandal
 But I can get ya, get ya, get ya by the handle
 And if you, if you, if you really feel me
 Then you got me, got me, got me thinking maybe
 For a minute or maybe to we're not in public
 I'll make you lalalala lovesick
 I don't lalalala like you
 I lalalala love you
 I used to hahaha hate you
 But now I really fucking love you
 I don't lalalala like you
 I lalalala love you
 I used to hahaha hate you
 But now I really fucking love you