Black Heart

Questioning standards, striving forward
 I don't understand the connection between most people
 Lonely from the world and because of the world
 Why do I want more than most of us?
 And why won't I just settle for less?
 I'm the only one with the reasons and answers why
 Symptoms of hatred, I see an altered state
 Hallucinations of the mind, as you argue with yourself
 Dissention to madness, is not far from hand
 Independence you once had delusions deluded
 What I say I do and I do what I say
 I know it all too well, I see it everyday
 So let me tell you now I know you're not alone
 To make this very clear
 I think that you are way beyond my help
 Year after year I tried and trained not to assimilate
 But only to find myself even more alone
 As I ponder about life and my existence
 I feel a resolve that you're not here with me
 Walking alone through the wastelands of destruction
 And as I explore I find you living there
 Symptoms of hatred, I see an altered state
 Hallucinations of the mind, as you argue with yourself
 Dissention to madness, is not far from hand
 Independence you once had delusions deluded