Chokehold

This is what it's like to be me
 Looking for a flashlight in a blank sea
 Nothing but time on my hands
 Nothing but blood on the sand
 I come alive in the darkness
 I come alive when I'm honest
 I come alive when I can't see what is in front of me
 I come alive in a chokehold
 I'm like a child when there's no hope
 I'm on a bastard island, fatherless and desperate for dry land
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 This is time and space the in-between
 Dreaming of an out and to be seen
 Nothing but fear in my hands
 Nothing but doubt in my brain
 I come alive in the darkness
 I come alive when I'm honest
 I come alive when I can't see what is in front of me
 I come alive in a chokehold
 I'm like a child when there's no hope
 I'm on a bastard island, fatherless and desperate for dry land
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 Come on use your heart and be grateful
 Your father gave his heart for you to be hateful
 He was the bastard man that put you on this goddamn island
 I come alive in the darkness
 I come alive when I'm honest
 I come alive when I can't see what is in front of me
 I come alive in a chokehold
 I'm like a child when there is no hope
 I'm on a bastard island, fatherless and desperate for dry land