Benign Disillusion

I'm stuck in a state of severe confusion
 I'm stuck in a state of benign disillusion
 Because I feel that I just can't refuse in
 Finding my way back to you
 You caught me off guard, with your highly trained words
 You'd absorbed the knowledge of the calls of the birds
 And I leaned in to hear what you were saying to her
 But your voice just wouldn't come through
 And I couldn't believe that you wouldn't receive
 The hints that I was sending
 And I couldn't quite tell if you knew it was hell
 To deal with your pretending
 So please make up your mind
 Be present or just be resigned
 I'm caught in a net of severe confusion,
 A bear trap well placed in a leafy illusion
 An ironic cage of iron seclusion
 That is locked and is missing it's key
 I was wondering if you had known what you've done
 Or if all your cruel torment has only begun
 But you didn't expect that you'd be outdone
 For I found a new man who loves me
 And I couldn't believe that you wouldn't receive
 The hints that I was sending
 And I couldn't quite tell if you knew it was hell
 To deal with your pretending
 So please make up your mind
 Be present or just be resigned
 So please make up your mind
 Be present or just be resigned