Shame on Me

Tell you the reason why my brick wall is up
 I was at her mom's house, in her basement
 Waitin for her to bring me some food to eat
 She's takin a really long time
 So I thought I'd creep up the stairs to startle her
 And I heard her on the phone... and she said:
 "I know... that it couldn't be Donny's baby
 Because me and Donny use condoms"
 I couldn't walk, man
 Once bitten, twice shy for the nice guy
 Always afraid of the beginnin but the endin might lie
 Women sin just like men I never been like why
 Cause my heart has been torn apart and I really felt my life die
 Since, then, I put up a wall
 20 foot tall, if they climb it they surely to fall
 Out of love, but not lust
 Cause a thug has got cut
 But the blood has been mopped up
 Now my drug is a hot fuck
 They swore they would never be phony
 Like whores, it was never me only
 My Lord, I would rather be lonely
 Fool me once, shame on you; twice, shame on me
 "What are you doing... I want you to come over
 I left the door unlocked, and... oh my god"
 It doesn't have to mean anything Hurt me once then I'm an idiot if I stay
 Cause I'm over her twice that ain't no kinda game that I play
 Her knife was jagged but now I have it my way
 I just grabbed it without feelin I stabbed it pipe-lay
 Yeah swallow, but I'm hurt-free now though
 Been suffering silently for so long this is my growl
 Now they sayin I don't feel enough
 Cause I don't wanna be wonderin if it's real or what
 Broke up with me once, I came right back like a dunce
 But then the second was funk, now I'mma be really blunt
 That really stirred none
 We lovers at her mum
 Broke up with me twice and you don't get a fucking third time
 Listen to me... you don't have to spend the night
 You can just come over for a little while
 I'm not gonna tell anybody, I swear to god
 It doesn't have to mean anything Oh my god... you look so younger than earlier
 And I can still smell you on me
 I just wanna taste you, just for tonight
 It doesn't have to mean anything