Seasons

Welcome, come take a look inside, I'm open minded to your questions
 But what I failed to mention is it won't be very pleasant
 It got me stressin' hating my own reflection
 My self-inflicted wounds really need attention (uh)
 I get uneasy when my backs against the wall (uh)
 'Cause it ain't easy when they wanna see you fall, nah
 Oh, we friends? But you talk about me when I'm not around
 Just take a minute, listen before you tear it down
 Can't look back but I won't let go
 Been through hell and it's all I know (I think I did it again)
 The closer I get, the faster I break (I always seem to break)
 Trapped inside and I know it hurts (no)
 Can't forget so I make it worse (I think I did it again)
 The closer I get, the faster I break
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 Trust me I see these open doors
 But they don't answer all my questions
 The tension and aggression
 Fall between my good intentions
 It's so frustrating
 My peace of mind is fading
 The same ones tearing me down
 Are the ones that helped me make it
 You think I wanted to be like this?
 So weak, so tense, I'm so paranoid
 You think I wanted to be like this?
 Anything, everything just to fill the void
 Can't look back but I won't let go
 Been through hell and it's all I know (I think I did it again)
 The closer I get, the faster I break (I always seem to break)
 Trapped inside and I know it hurts (no)
 Can't forget so I make it worse (I think I did it again)
 The closer I get, the faster I break
 I've been at the bottom slowly trying to crawl out
 Always wondering if this is how it ends now
 Loyalty these days seems like just another word
 I'll remember who you were when I was at my worst
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 Can't look back but I won't let go
 Been through hell and it's all I know (I think I did it again)
 The closer I get, the faster I break (I always seem to break)
 Trapped inside and I know it hurts (no)
 Can't forget so I make it worse (I think I did it again)
 The closer I get, the faster I break
 I've been at the bottom slowly trying to crawl out
 (The faster I break) always wondering if this is how it ends now
 Loyalty these days seems like just another word
 I'll remember who you were when I was at my worst