Doubting Out

So many different places
 With many different faces
 These eyes have seen so much
 Beyond what's on the surface
 I know I have a purpose
 But I think I'm losing track
 Of why I'm really here
 When this is all I want
 I take it back
 The times I hurt myself
 I didn't want to tell
 I didn't want the help
 I take it back, yeah
 Acting like I knew
 Thinking that I could
 Take life for a fool
 Breathe in, breathe in
 I know that I should just
 Breathe in, breathe in
 When it's all closing in
 I know I want more than this
 I question if it's worth the risk
 My head it gets filled with doubt
 I find myself freaking out
 Every time I get down
 I remind myself where I've been
 Every time I get down
 Ain't nobody gonna get in my way
 And they always say
 Yeah, you know what they say
 Be careful what you wish for
 Be careful what you wish for
 I'm so ashamed
 After all I said
 When wishing for the end
 Wishing for the end
 I'm so ashamed, yeah
 I took my life for granted
 When doing what I wanted
 For my own advantage
 Breathe in, breathe in
 I know that I should just
 Breathe in, breathe in
 When it's all closing in
 I know I want more than this
 I question if it's worth the risk
 My head it gets filled with doubt
 I find myself freaking out
 Every time I get down
 I remind myself where I've been
 Every time I get down
 Ain't nobody gonna get in my way
 Breathe in, breathe in
 I'm still here! I'm still here!
 Breathe in, breathe in
 I'm still here! I'm still here!
 I know I want more than this
 I question if it's worth the risk
 My head it gets filled with doubt
 I find myself freaking out
 I know I want more than this
 I question if it's worth the risk
 My head it gets filled with doubt
 I find myself freaking out
 Every time I get down
 I remind myself where I've been
 Every time I get down
 Ain't nobody gonna get in my way
 Ain't nobody gonna get in my way