Murder Me/ Eulogy interlude

Sick of myself
 I'm sick of myself
 Sick of me tripping, I'm evicting myself
 I can't live with myself
 Dog I'm killing myself tryna deal with my health
 All of my shortcomings, homie there's a war coming
 Conflictin' myself
 My enemy, is my inner me, I'm the penitentiary, I'm a convict in myself
 Contradicting myself
 Letting these special defects keep living in myself
 So I pull the trigger myself
 Call the preacher to pronounce the eulogy
 The Grim Reaper, cuz I'm putting Swoope to sleep
 Call the Pastor cuz it's finna be a massacre
 Savagely, abusively butcher this dude when we meet
 Ashes to ashes the passion of thrashin', Dust into dust is the rush of the crushin'
 Annihilate envy, lie this hate in me, suffocate the dude that loves to hate this dude
 Ego straight to the guillotine, big head get chopped off
 45 to a puffed chest, pride take a rest when I pop off
 Bloodshed to the dirt that's in this dirtbag, take a dirt nap, yeah you heard that
 Snuff my flaws til there's nothing but blood on the walls
 Slowly it's killing me
 Cutting like surgery
 Only thing left to do
 I gotta murder me
 I'm sick of myself
 Exterior flawless, but I'm sick in myself
 Interior nauseous
 I sicken myself, the sin in myself is the affliction
 So i'm saying I'm sickness myself
 Prescriptions won't help, I'm pissed with myself
 Enraged, I'm enslaved, so I'm whipping myself
 In chains by Sensei that won't give me us free and I'm feeling defeat
 So sin-takers can take til Christ lives in myself
 Yeah, Christ lives indeed
 But if I live in myself, does Christ live in me?
 Not really, so how could I not kill me?
 Top spinning, with a gun to my dome
 Evil inside sometimes says "I love you"
 So you'll see me at times with a knife and shovel
 Knife for the heart that fills my mind with thoughts
 With lust and hate and pride and lies of all sorts
 I'm a killer
 So is dude on the other side of that mirror
 So I dug his grave
 Sinful nature gets crucified
 Spirit awakens through suicide
 Do or die
 Slowly it's killing me
 Cutting like surgery
 Only thing left to do
 I gotta murder me
 Slowly it's killing me
 Cutting like surgery
 Only thing left to do
 I gotta murder me
 I gotta murder me
 I gotta murder me
 I gotta murder me
 I gotta murder me
 I gotta murder me
 I gotta murder me
 I gotta murder me
 I gotta murder me