Brand New Lungs

I'm going to find myself some brand new lungs
 Because these ones are black and tired
 I'll use them well and mind my health
 And think nothing but good and pure thoughts
 I've been bad, I know and I'm sorry
 You can still smell the smoke reek in my skin
 Well, I've had my way with the amenities
 The depraved and loose guns are my kin
 You always said
 I'd have something to come back to
 That I would always have a home
 Well, you'll always be mine
 That's who you belong to, you will never be alone
 The boundaries of the poisoned sound
 The bitterness is so profound
 It's amazing how down and dirty others go
 It's amazing how much you care at all
 Forgive me, isn't this only a dream?
 This ain't really me talking
 You can't help but feel let down
 When you're floating around
 On old borrowed wings that tough the ground
 Sometimes I feel unfit to stay
 Wanna take myself out, call it a day
 But once I get some brand new lungs
 I'll be fit to go and spend them again
 And the drunks all cheat and lie
 As the sober ones all cry
 They fell obliged to apologize
 Beg for forgiveness to make them feel alright