Bandaid

Inside this memory lane of lessons learned as mistakes
 Drowns me out with a thought
 In this noise that I can't let go
 I've heard this voice in my head
 Repeat "You're better off dead"
 As my thoughts wander off and get lost
 In this cold dark world
 Just let it go
 (Just let it go)
 There's nothing I can say or do
 I can't let go
 (I can't let go)
 Holding onto you
 Holding onto you
 Holding onto you
 Is this pain I can't seem to let go
 Holding onto you
 Holding onto you
 Is how I can feel
 Not to let my heart
 Turn it inside out again
 I've chased these dreams
 I've been blind to when I was
 The only fireworks igniting the skyline
 What goes up will surely fall right back down quickly
 We've got no time to be wasted
 If our life's a joke then we've made it
 'Cause we'll still do what we want
 Holding onto you
 Holding onto you
 Holding onto you
 Is this pain I can't seem to let go
 Holding onto you
 Holding onto you
 Is how I can feel
 Not to let my heart
 Turn it inside out again
 I still get lost in silence
 Won't lose myself through worrying
 I'm pulling through with all I got
 With everything I've dreamt of
 This is our attempt to reassemble what's been broken
 This is our life and how we have spoken
 This is the way we crumble
 Whoa-oh-oh-oh
 Whoa-oh-oh
 Whoa-oh-oh-oh
 Whoa-oh-oh
 This side of me, inside of me
 Starts to take control of me
 Inside of me, this side of me
 Tries to take control of me
 This side of me, inside of me
 Starts to take control of me
 But I know we can stand upon this ground
 Till I just lose control
 Holding onto you
 Holding onto you
 Holding onto you
 Is this pain I can't seem to let go
 Holding onto you
 Holding onto you
 Is how I can feel
 Trying to let it go but I'm
 Holding onto you
 Holding onto you
 Holding onto you
 Is this pain I can't seem to let go
 Holding onto you
 Holding onto you
 Is how I can feel
 Not to let my heart
 Turn it inside out again