KMS

I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself
 It's all I hear right now, it's all I hear right now
 I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself
 It's all I hear right now, it's all I hear right now
 I wanna break my vows, wanna neglect my health
 How can I trust people if I can't trust myself?
 I wanna scream and shout, I wanna cry and pout
 But I can't make myself, why can't I make myself?
 I always seem to make the same mistakes
 The kinds you can't go back to fix, that start to weigh
 'Til I'm dragging 'round a body made of clay
 I'm just dead weight, I'm just dead weight
 I wanna feel it all again
 To have somebody, hold me in place
 Tell it to my bruised face, that I tried
 But it was juvenile to think that I ever had a good thing
 Going with a good being
 So, I'll go fuck myself 'til I'm too lonely to feel
 Dance like a court jester, just for a film with no reel
 And I'll lose all of my friends when I'm no longer ideal
 And then get scolded again, just to come home to no meal
 I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself
 It's all I hear right now, it's all I hear right now
 I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself
 It's all I hear right now, it's all I hear right now
 I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself
 It's all I hear right now, it's all I hear right now
 I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself
 It's all I hear right now, it's all I hear right now
 I wanna break my vows, wanna neglect my health
 How can I trust people if I can't trust myself?
 I wanna scream and shout, I wanna cry and pout
 But I can't make myself, why can't I make myself?