Hardwire (A New Form of Beauty)

misguided judgement for a hope
 that tomorrow will bring damages home
 forgetting what you know so everything
 seems perfect on the outside
 somewhere in the distance
 a resistance to defenses
 that block out the noise
 i'll see you lying on the floor
 the blood of ages
 tearing from your eyes
 and sympathy and tyranny
 and everything you ever took from me
 seeing how an action brings forth an emotion
 hoping for a day that will never come
 say deadlines fill you from the inside
 bring euphoric taunt and torture
 service to say energy all washed away
 climb fall bringing me to want it all
 and i'm scared
 and i fear
 and i see you falling far away
 and there's nothing i can do or say
 cry for love a cry for sight
 a cry for victory tonight
 so welcome me to liberty
 upon a sea of tribulations
 christ upon a wave of sorrow
 i won't live to see tomorrow
 watching you from far away
 and there's nothing i can do or say
 to prove the hardwire's burning edge
 continues on and pushes over
 cramp a life a fatal crime
 a visionary sort of downtime
 a nervous tick that brings me through the floor
 and then i drown
 and now the water crushes me
 and now the waves move to condition
 once upon a time i had a feeling
 i want to push it all away
 i want a dreamless sleep tonight
 i only wanted you to say
 that everything will be all right
 and hey child you can count on me...