When the Fever Broke

I wish I could be your last goodbye
 
 I wish I was your man (I wish I was your man)
 But I'm not, not even close to what
 Not even close to what I think
 I guess I'll keep disappointing you
 I guess I'll miss the mark again
 I guess I'm sorry
 I have this tombstone quality
 I wish that you could see me here
 I wish that you could feel me here
 I don't wanna be the only one to stay for me
 Look what you've said and done for me
 No one in the world has a voice that speaks to me
 Hear what you've said and done to me
 This morning when the fever broke
 I closed my eyes and laughed
 Thinking I can't go home again
 
 I can't go home again
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 I know I'm not what I used to be
 I know I rearranged my head
 This is life, just keeps on chasing us around
 Until it catches you, you're dead
 They say I got right every god damn night
 That's why I keep it to myself
 That's why I'm sorry
 I have this tombstone quality
 I know you'll never see me here
 I know you'll never feel me here
 I don't wanna be the only one to stay for me
 Look what you've said and done for me
 No one in the world has a voice that speaks to me
 Hear what you've said and done to me
 Tomorrow when this fever brakes
 I'll close my eyes and laugh
 I can't go home again
 I can't go home again
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 I can't go, I can't go home
 I can't go, I can't go home
 I can't go, I can't go home
 I can't go, I can't go home
 I can't go, I can't go home
 (I can't go home)