Monolith

Is this wrong of me? I've come so far, so fast
 I'm in the dark about a lot of things
 Seems so real to me!
 I've consecrated!
 I wish that I could hate it
 I saw my bloody hands come clean... before my eyes!
 And I hear my wants and needs again, can you help me?
 And I hear a different kind again, someone stop me
 And I feel the strain inside my mind, am I crazy?
 And I need to shed my skin, reveal this monolith within'
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 Visions plague my dreams, oh God, what beast did this?
 I couldn't have, oh Jesus, I just don't know
 What's inside of me?
 I've desecrated!
 My god, I love to hate it!
 My hands are bloody again, there's no reason why!
 And I hear my wants and needs again, can you help me?
 And I hear a different kind again, someone stop me
 And I feel the strain inside my mind, am I crazy?
 And I need to shed my skin, reveal this monolith within'
 And I hear my wants and needs again, can you help me?
 And I hear a different kind again, can you stop me
 And I feel the strain inside my mind, am I crazy?
 And I need to shed my skin, reveal this monolith within'
 Within'!
 Within'!
 Within'!
 Within'!