Sorry-Grateful (From Company)

You're always sorry
 You're always grateful
 You're always wondering what might have been
 Then she walks in
 And still you're sorry
 And still you're grateful
 And still you wonder
 And still you doubt
 And she goes out
 Everything's different
 Nothing's changed
 Only maybe slightly rearranged
 You're sorry-grateful
 Regretful-happy
 Why look for answers
 Where none occur?
 You always are
 What you always were
 Which has nothing to do with
 All to do with her
 You're always sorry
 You're always grateful
 You hold her thinking
 I'm not alone
 You're still alone
 You don't live for her
 You do live with her
 You're scared she's starting
 To drift away
 And scared she'll stay
 Good things get better
 Bad get worse
 Wait, I think I meant that in reverse
 You're sorry-grateful
 Regretful-happy
 Why look for answers
 Where none occur
 You'll always be
 What you always were
 Which has nothing to do with
 All to do with her
 Nothing to do with
 All to do with her