What I'm Trying To Say Pt. 1

I am trying to say
 What I want to say
 Without having to say
 What I want to say
 You look so good in the clothes of a poser
 And when you smile all the kids fell apart here
 I know a place where it's warm and it's dry, dear
 Let me take you there
 North of the river all the streets are the same
 We can't pretend that they don't know our name
 And the heat is turned all the way full
 So don't pretend that you don't feel the pull
 You look so good in the shoes of an outcast
 I kissed your throat every time you said it wouldn't last
 But then I knew you, I knew you, I knew you, I really knew you
 We fell apart in the parties of the empty heart
 We danced like junkies in the shadows of bad modern art
 We clicked our heels and we wished we were home
 One more tab and your silk hits the chrome
 Spring comes in when I'm rolling up another one
 I draw the curtains in the glare of the same old sun
 We are collapsed in the act of just being here
 Three blues, two greens, and a beer
 We are collapsed in the act of just being here
 Three blues, two greens, and a beer
 I am trying to say
 What I want to say
 Without having to say
 What I want to say
 I am trying to say
 What I want to say
 Without having to say
 What I want to say