Calendar Girl

If I am lost for a day, try to find me
 But if I don't come back, then I won't look behind me
 All of the things that I thought were so easy
 Just got harder and harder each day
 December is darkest, in June there's the light
 But this empty bedroom won't make anything right
 While out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home
 Who waits up for me all through the night
 Calendar girl who's in love with the world, stay alive
 Calendar girl who's in love with the world, stay alive
 I dreamed I was dying, as I so often do
 And when I awoke I was sure it was true
 I ran to the window, threw my head to the sky
 And said "Whoever is up there, please don't let me die"
 But I can't live forever, I can't always be
 One day I'll be sand on a beach by a sea
 The pages keep turning, I'll mark off each day with a cross
 And I'll laugh about all that we've lost
 Calendar girl who is lost to the world, stay alive
 Calendar girl who is lost to the world, stay alive
 January, February, March, April, May, I'm alive
 June, July, August, September, October, I'm alive
 November, December, yeah all through the winter, I'm alive
 I'm alive