I Don't Believe

I'm such an asshole
 God, I'm such a stain
 I just keep fucking up again and again
 I don't believe, I don't believe
 That I could be so stupid and so naive
 I don't believe, I don't believe
 That there is nothing, nothing left for me
 You crawled into my mind when you crawled into my bed
 Said everything I've ever longed to hear
 So perfect, so alive, once inside you sucked me dry
 You used me up and left me here for dead
 I don't believe, I don't believe
 That I could be so stupid and so naive
 I don't believe, I don't believe
 That there is nothing, nothing left for me
 I crave it desperately, it's a cancer eating me
 An addiction too intense to be denied
 Worthless, I'm a whore
 Crawling back for more
 It's pathetic how I feed off this abuse
 I don't believe, I don't believe
 That I could be so stupid and so naive
 I don't believe, I don't believe
 That there is nothing, nothing left for me
 And you told me that you loved me
 And I believed you loved me
 And you swore that you loved me
 And I believed
 Now I know it was a lie
 I don't believe, I don't believe
 That I could be so stupid and so naive
 I don't believe, I don't believe
 That there is nothing, nothing left for me