Homesick

Homesick
 Been far too long
 Since I've felt this
 It's tearing me apart
 And I can't stand this
 Tearing out my hair from the
 Thought of
 Being alone again
 Wonder how it went missing
 It's so hard to remember
 Where the piece of the puzzle was that fit us together
 Was constantly hung up inside all alone
 But I'm better on my own
 So hate me
 If you're being so honest why don't you
 Break me
 You know your words were strong enough
 Say what you want
 Let me be the only reason
 To believe that nothing ever was wrong
 How am I supposed to breathe
 With a hole inside of me
 How am I supposed to mend
 I can't pretend
 That I'm still in this
 When every little moment is like a game
 A helpless mess up and I'm to blame
 So let it rain on me
 Put me to shame
 Let it rain
 I just needed a friend in you
 It was the one thing that you needed too
 This happiness
 Is pushing down on me
 With a weight so heavy to stand
 Another day
 Another restless moment
 With the fake smiles at it again
 So lay your hand on me
 And listen to me say
 That I just needed a friend
 Hate me
 If you're being so honest why don't you
 Break me
 You know your words were strong enough
 So hate me
 If you're being so honest why don't you
 Break me
 You know your words were strong enough
 Say what you want
 Let me be the only reason
 To believe that nothing ever was wrong