I said it with my hand
I said it with my hand over my mouth
So you wouldn't see
That ugly part of me
And I wish I wouldn't break down around
The three weeks I had clean
And I wish I wouldn't break down again
And again and again, no, no
'Cause it's been three long years
But feels more like ten
But I'm going home, oh no
There's an old me there, too
And I don't wanna care anymore
But I feel like I can't
No, I won't, no, I can't
No, I won't, no, I can't, no, no, no
And I wish I wouldn't break down around
The three weeks I had straight
And I wish I wouldn't break down around
The two weeks I had
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'Cause I don't wanna die in New York
I don't wanna die in New York
I don't wanna die in New York
I don't wanna die in New York
'Cause I don't wanna die in New York
I don't wanna die in New York
But I feel like I am, no, I won't
No, I can't, no, I won't, no, no, no
'Cause I don't wanna die in New York
I don't wanna die in New York
But I feel like I could, no, I won't
No, I can't, no, I won't, no, no
I don't wanna die in New York
I don't wanna die in New York
I don't wanna die in New York
I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die