On The Ledge

Welcome back,
 now we take you downtown to a situation that is unfolding
 A men is standing at the top of a building
 We have our reporter live on the
 scene, please tell us what is happening!
 Yes, we are here flying over a building
 Where an elegantly dressed man is standing on the ledge
 We still don't know the causes
 But policemen and firemen are on the way to the scene and
 Wait, wait! Something strange is happening now: He is sitting!
 Lit by the world outside me like never before
 They're just waiting for more, morbidly
 Tonight I'll be here with thoughts unclear
 Taking a journey with me, retracing my whole life of misery
 All the choices I have made and all the ones that I've delayed
 Are tormenting me like a ghost that I am still feeding
 I wish I had the courage to lose myself and fall
 I sat down on a ledge in my hometown
 That will condemn me or forgive me
 I'm at a crossroads, where is my way out?
 To live in regrets or die to make amends?
 Eyes on me, I'm the freak
 Can you see me, my beloved?
 On your tv screens there's just what you all created
 Drop by drop and step after step walking over me
 Suddenly sounds became much duller
 As I am diving in the depths of memory
 Will I find the answers to it all?
 Will I rescue myself?
 I was asking just for one more possibility
 But every God seems to be deaf to me
 Fasten my seatbelt and close my eyes
 Journey will begin in a moment
 Bite the bullet and you'll slowly understand the reason
 I sat down on a ledge in my hometown
 That will condemn me or forgive me
 I'm at a crossroads, where is my way out?
 To live in regrets and fall to pieces
 Or die as a sinner and make my amends?
 The answers are here or thirty floors away