Selfish

I knew this day would come
 Sooner rather than later
 Your messages would stop
 And I'd begin to hate her
 You've been watching me so closely
 Making sure you keep tabs on me
 Want you to believe I'm fine but
 It's not like that all the time
 I want you to tell me that you made a mistake when you left and now you're begging
 I want you to tell me I'm so beautiful you can't live without my blessing
 Shining down on you like you can't replicate the way you feel about it
 I want you to want me but I don't want you back 'cause I'm selfish like that
 Selfish like that
 Saw her name is Alisha
 It's nice to meet her through a screen
 But did you tell her
 You still like to talk to me
 You stopped watching me so closely
 Maybe you stopped thinking of me
 Want you to believe I'm fine but
 It's not like that this time
 I want you to tell me that you made a mistake when you left and now you're begging
 I want you to tell me I'm so beautiful you can't live without my blessing
 Shining down on you like you can't replicate the way you feel about it
 I want you to want me but I don't want you back 'cause I'm selfish like that
 Selfish like that
 Selfish like that
 I don't think you're gonna like what I have to say
 But I got to get it off my chest, it's eating me away
 I want you to tell me that you made a mistake when you left and now you're begging
 I want you to tell me I'm so beautiful you can't live without my blessing
 Shining down on you like you can't replicate the way you feel about it
 I want you to want me but I don't want you back 'cause I'm selfish like that
 Selfish like that
 So selfish, so selfish
 I'm selfish like that
 Selfish like that
 I'm selfish like that