Purpose

Am I addicted to this?
 Am I addicted to being who's doing this?
 Shroud with red flags that I chose to miss
 And everyday just feels the same
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 Can I digress?
 It's obvious that I'm not quite my best
 Could you spare some reassurance
 That there's nothing wrong with my brain
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 Just like these dreams aren't guaranteed
 Feeling fine was never promised to me
 I want to go, anywhere, that sounds nice
 And maybe there I'll find a purpose for this life
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 I need some rest
 This false reality I can't digest
 These faces roll by like a cyclist
 The vices took hold of my name
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 Am I worth less?
 Or is it worthless, so burnt out and stressed
 Constant competition "who is best?"
 Bragging bout who's felt more pain
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 Just like these dreams aren't guaranteed
 Feeling fine was never promised to me
 I want to go, anywhere, that sounds nice
 And maybe there I'll find a purpose for this life