Satisfied in You

I have lost my appetite
 And a flood is welling up behind my eyes
 So I eat the tears I cry
 And if that were not enough
 They know just the words to cut and tear and prod
 When they ask me "Where's your God?"
 Why are you downcast, oh my soul?
 Why so disturbed within me?
 I can remember when you showed your face to me
 As a deer pants for water, so my soul thirsts for you
 And when I survey Your splendor, You so faithfully renew
 Like a bed of rest for my fainting flesh
 When I'm looking at the ground
 It's an inbred feedback loop that drags me down
 So it's time to lift my brow
 And remember better days
 When I loved to worship you and learn your ways
 Singing sweetest songs of praise
 Let my sighs give way to songs that sing about your faithfulness
 Let my pain reveal your glory as my only real rest
 Let my losses show me all I truly have is you
 So when I'm drowning out at sea
 And all your breakers and your waves crash down on me
 I'll recall your safety scheme
 You're the one who made the waves
 And your Son went out to suffer in my place
 And to show me that I'm safe
 Why am I down?
 Why so disturbed?
 I am satisfied in you