Rise and Decay

Invested everything in expectations
 Gave away it all
 Infested is the outcome
 But still it's craving for more
 Consideration is
 What is feeding it
 An everlasting
 Stream of doubt
 Degeneration process
 Is commencing
 And it is taking its toll
 Rise and decay
 There is no escape
 ...
 We should pay the price
 In times like these
 Diminished in a second
 The warning came to late
 Without reaching it's final destination
 ...no where
 wanting caution for life
 like a stab in the back
 digging out, everyone cheer
 Suppressed, really?
 What is there more to see?
 Suppressed...
 It was just an illusion
 glancing with an empty stare
 i just cannot believe
 focus attention
 this is for real, this is now
 by now there is no turning back
 ones need is the others greed
 no one walks away, from this alive