Headroom

I scoop the cracks where the milk's turned black
 Sour chunks of putrid gunk
 Avoid it all if you threw it down the jacks
 But they dump it down the sink
 Gather in the gutter let it fester and stink
 Paranoid run my hands through my hair
 Blood stain, vomit, and phlegm on the chair
 Asking every time why the time won't fly by
 Cause I'm a nice guy
 I live a nice lie
 I say it's complicated
 To spill your guts out and stare at what you have created
 I wanna feel the motion keep it all inside
 I confide in all this black erosion
 What's it all worth? What have I got to lose?
 A scab mutated from the scum in a bruise
 She tells me I should stop sleeping in my clothes
 Filter out the frequencies all I hear are lows
 I wait around and I try to, I try to
 I try to wait it all out but the doubt has integrated
 I say hi burst open my eye stye
 Not one for the goodbyes
 Man I'm such a bad guy
 I'm wasting away
 She asks if I feel better I'm puking on her sweater
 But I'm functioning just fine
 Don't feel nothing whatsoever
 Slowly waste away
 In the gray
 Another lie, another day ('nother day)
 She asks if I feel better I'm puking on her sweater
 When I say I'm feeling fine cause the truth just might upset her
 Barely know myself
 Throwing rocks to break my smile
 Abnormally upbeat in the face of my denial
 Barely know myself
 Do you know yourself?
 Cause I don't really know myself
 Do you know yourself?
 I'm functioning just fine
 Don't feel nothing whatsoever
 Scrubbing all the puke from the stitching of her sweater
 Paranoid run my hands through my hair
 Blood stain, vomit, and phlegm on the chair
 Asking every time why the time won't fly by
 Cause I'm a nice guy
 I live a nice—