Special

Nothing sinister starts out sober
 Sometimes the chemicals work me over
 The things you learn at four AM
 When do I become who I am?
 Save your blast from the past, this is not a mirage
 I'm a stolen car in a parking garage
 On your hands and your knees, do you feel in charge?
 Crawling back to who you were
 I just wanna feel good
 I wanna feel special
 Dig down underneath the pressure
 I wanna fake my pain away
 I wanna fake my pain away
 I just wanna feel good
 
 I just wanna feel good
 And fake my pain
 I just wanna feel good
 Good
 I just wanna feel good
 Where's the time go? Here comes the heavy low
 I've got two houses and a hungry, hungry ego
 Hard to make the best of a good thing now
 'Cause this town's too big, too big for the one of me
 Sometimes you make friends with the enemy
 Am I the one on the throne or a wannabe?
 Are you crawling back to who you were?
 'Cause I just wanna feel good
 I wanna feel special
 Dig down underneath the pressure
 I wanna fake my pain away
 I wanna fake my pain away
 I just wanna feel good
 
 I just wanna feel good
 And fake my pain
 I just wanna feel good
 Good
 I just wanna feel good
 Good
 I just wanna wake up
 Put a smile on my face that isn't made up
 Float just like a feather
 Or sink just like a stone thrown in a river
 I just wanna feel good
 I wanna feel special
 Dig down underneath the pressure
 I wanna fake my pain away (Fake my pain away)
 I wanna fake my pain away
 I just wanna feel good
 I wanna feel special
 When the hell is it gonna get better
 I just wanna feel good
 And fake my pain
 I just wanna feel good