A Matter Of Minutes

I've been thinking
 About you and me
 Maybe I was just
 Seeing what I wanted to see
 Well you can call me crazy
 But you know this time I swore
 That I wouldn't run
 But I can't do that anymore
 I can't find my way to stay
 And I can't see my way to go
 But I can't give up without a fight.
 I can pack myself up in a matter of minutes,
 Leave you all far behind
 And all of my old world and all the things in it are hard to find
 If they ever were mine
 Well you've been trying
 And I know it's been hard
 And I'm afraid of
 All this blood in my heart
 If there's one thing certain
 It's there ain't nothing for sure
 And I want to run
 But I can't do that anymore
 'Cos I can't meet you half way
 And I can't have it my way
 And I can't give up without a fight
 I can pack myself up in a matter of minutes,
 Leave you all far behind
 And all of my old world and all the things in it are hard to find
 All of my old world and all the things in it are hard to find
 Like they ever were mine
 I could count the good times we had
 On one hand
 All the rest was
 A sort of means to the end
 Well now it's done
 And I can never
 Go back where I was before
 And I want to run...
 I can get myself clean in a matter of minutes
 Get it wrong every time
 All of my whole world and all the things in it are hard to, hard to find
 Everything changed in a matter of minutes
 Nothing was saved in time
 And all of my old world and all the things in it are hard to find
 But they never
 never
 never
 were mine