Final Reflection

All my hopes and all my dreams
 Hanging on crystal chandeliers
 Watched them live
 Watched them scream
 Watched them shatter to pieces in tears
 All alone in my room
 Thinking how I was right about you
 There's no stopping me now
 All glued up the race is on
 I was never your enemy
 You wanted to blame someone so you blamed me
 If you had what it takes
 You would have done it by my age
 Frontiers of love
 Patterns of life
 If I could do it all again I'd lie
 I'd look up into the light
 The bulb would break and we would die
 It was a painful situation
 But a step in the right direction
 Every speechless conversation
 Screamed the real complication
 All those simple combinations
 Fallen crystals
 Broken perfection
 Couldn't pull the plug on my discretion
 This is all
 This is all
 This is all I ever dreamed of being
 Look into my eyes and see the final reflection
 Stare into my eyes again
 See the future of my pain
 Stared into the mirror again
 Saw the cause of all this pain
 Stare into my eyes again
 See the future of my pain
 Stared into the mirror again
 Saw the cause of all my pain
 I was trying to pretend
 That this was what I wanted
 It was forced
 It was fake
 It's been me and will end that way
 It will end this way