Am I Alive?

Thrown in here in this sea of fears
 Oh my, is it punishment to be alive
 Am I alive
 With those eyes that can see no lies
 No lies, no Lies
 Trust is not a prize to be earned twice
 I see you schemin'
 And I hope I'm dreamin'
 I'm not
 This world's so mean
 And I hope I'm dreamin'
 I'm not
 My world's shrinking
 And I can't stop thinking
 Oh my, do I really live inside a lie
 Am I a lie
 A strange emotion took its place inside
 Inside, inside
 My, my eyes
 Are piercing through your disguise
 I see you schemin'
 And I hope I'm dreamin'
 I'm not
 This world's so mean
 And I hope I'm dreamin'
 I'm not
 I'm in your dream
 And I won't be leavin'your mind
 I see you schemin'
 I'm still believing your soul
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 Thrown in here in this sea of fears
 Am I alive
 Deep down inside my heart is bleeding
 I see you schemin'
 And I hope I'm dreamin'
 I'm not
 This world's so mean
 And I hope I'm dreamin'
 I'm not
 I'm in your dream
 And I won't be leavin' your mind
 I see you schemin'
 I'm still believing your soul