Cinderblocks for Shoes

Bad news is that there's nothing good to say
 The minty flavor's been chewed to nothing
 That I can taste
 Harsh reality just set in today
 That my limbs were drying quickly in concrete and clay
 I made my peace with Jesus
 We wrote a letter to heaven
 Saying "Will you be there to greet us
 Or just show us the back door?"
 Jumping from a bridge
 With one hand tied to the railing
 I am thinking of you
 With cinderblocks for shoes
 And with a touchtone phone I listen
 To the problems of a city
 Life is like a Hello Kitty
 Voice inside of me thats all gone wrong
 When before the door was open
 Like the window I've broken
 I can't help if I'm spacin'
 My messiah's freebasing
 My blood is boiling and racing
 As i crumble at the core
 Jumping from a bridge
 With one hand tied to the railing
 I am thinking of you
 With cinderblocks for shoes