On My Own

I've been down so long that I can't feel it anymore
 Every time I put my pencil to the page
 All this broken glass and smoldering ash around me
 Makes it hard for me to see right through the haze
 And I wonder
 Just what is there left for me to explain?
 And I wonder
 What the Hell do you want me to say?
 I could tell you
 But you just won't know the half of it
 I should blame you
 But I won't give you the credit
 I'll keep ripping apart
 All the scars on my heart
 I'll beat this on my own
 I've been down the road and paid the tolls of penance
 Since I signed up to become the Devil's own
 All these broken thoughts have become such a menace
 As I struggle just to find my way back home
 And I wonder
 Did you get your fill of misery and pain?
 And I wonder
 Are these words enough to lead you on your way?
 I could tell you
 But you just won't know the half of it
 I should blame you
 But I won't give you the credit
 I'll keep ripping apart
 All the scars on my heart
 I'll beat this on my own
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 I could tell you
 But you just won't know the half of it
 I should blame you
 But I won't give you the credit
 I'll keep ripping apart
 All the scars on my heart
 I'll beat this on my own
 I could tell you
 But you still won't know the half of it
 I should blame you
 But I won't give you the credit
 I'll keep ripping apart
 All the scars on my heart
 I'll beat this on my own
 I've been down so long that I can't feel it anymore
 But something tells me that's about to change