I Don't Belong Here

There's a beast lying low in the weeds
 There's a promise that I'd like to keep
 Inching closer with eyes set on me
 Set on me
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 There's a halo of hurt around my head
 Keeps my chin pinned real deep in my chest
 Beneath a large woven web when I rest
 With far too much dread for some feathers to catch
 I don't belong here was all that I said
 Spiraling downward, I was out of my head
 I'd never hurt you if left with a choice
 But something's been aching for most of my life
 Most of my life
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 There's a whole lot I've buried below
 You only know what I want you to know
 Mostly I use you to lessen the load
 All I do is take, take, take, take
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 I don't belong here was all that I said
 Spiraling downward, I was out of my head
 I'd never hurt you if left with a choice
 But something's been aching for most of my life
 Most of my life
 Sleeping in a coffin
 Trying to get to heaven
 Drown in holy water
 Again and again
 Dwindled little spirit
 Narrowed down to nothing
 Just above the surface
 Just as the tide's rolling in